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After you froze me out, after you broke every promise you ever made me, after you hurt me time and time again, You threw me away. You revealed that everything you’d given: love, acceptance, need, desire, hope, a future, the freedom to exist- It was all a lie, a deception, a scam. I never should have trusted you, let you in. I shouldn’t have let you see me, or given of everything I was. I should never ever have chosen a name from yours. None of what I thought I had was actually given, only the illusion of it. You cried when you let me go, and I didn’t understand how badly you’d hurt me- until time had p